I miss my mama today. Yesterday too. I was fine for a couple of days and it just hit me. I cried alot yesterday and again today in the cath lab I just broke down. I miss her telling me "love you" I miss her walking in saying knock knock. I just miss her. Dad is doing better but he still carries her picture around with him. I had to make him a smaller one that would fit in his wallet too. Life just isn't fair sometimes. But tomorrow is another day. Can I go home to Tara?